[ Late. Night. Entry ]

Dear's on night shift today..he's back to his normal shift work after the IMF period..=)

For once in the week..there's no project meeting todae..cos min n lin cant make it..we've been doing this project non-stop..for the past 2 weeks le..hmm..not an easy one..hope we can finish it up next week noh..

N yah..there's this test coming up next week..shuGz..no sense of urgency in me..n tat's bad..n i can predict..i'll onli study for it on tue..test's on wed..haha..lazy me..wat to do..

Accompanied dear to police headquarters this afternoon..n had our nice lunch at Mr. Prata..=)..finally get to eat there together..we had cheese n mushroom prata, tissue prata, mutton chop n not forgetting my lime juice n dear's teh cino..=)..

Attended dear's collegue bdae celebration on wed..@ Clementi's Party World..they're a whole bunch of nice guys..=)..he had fun..we had fun too..talking abt bdae..cam's bdae's coming soon..wonder wat i should get for her?..hmm..

hMm..had some unpleasent stuff within my project grp...affected me quite abit..i dun deny..n i am not strong enough to take it..broke down when i'm with dear..quite emo for the past few days..well..such things are unavoidable..n it does realli happens when u least expected it..

It's pretty amazing..how great the difference is, when u behave towards ur bf/gf compared to ur frens...although they're both ur loved ones..dear has definately seen my worst..my best? (mayb not yet..wait till our wedding..as the saying goes: The time when a women looks the best, is during her wedding..LOlx!)..yup..seen my worst..be it my temper, my childish acts, my nonsenses, how crybaby i am,how ugly i looked when i sleep,how blur i am when i woke up in the morning,wat kind of disgusting things i can do, etc..u name it..

Dear n I..have been spending lotsa time together..ever since we got together..n since now our lives have taken a change..whereby he's occupied with police work while i hav my own shedule for sch..time hav been even more precious..n we're pretty lazy to travel here n there..when he's at my place..he's lazy to go home..vice versa..n thus..we had this conversation todae..

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Me: Aiyo..lazy to go home sia..
Dear: Ya noh..dun wan u to go as well..
Me: hmmm...
Dear: ErM..i hav an idea..
Me: Wat?
Dear: Y not u marry me..den u can stay with me..den wun so mafan le..
Me: oH? Are u proposing to me? HiAkz..
Dear: Eee..dun wan izzit...
Me: Where's my ring den?
Dear: hMm..shall get u a real diamond one when i hav the $$
Me: haha..ya la ya la..
Dear: So r u going to accept tis proposal notx?
Me: what do u think..*all smiles*
Dear: haha..*muackz*

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Anyway..dear's job hav affected him to some extend..what he said was true..his job expose him to the worst side of lives..robbery, sucide, divorce, assault,rape, broken families, etc...tat's oso y..he's realli worried bout $$..n dear actualli asked..whether we will hav conflicts/ quarrels when we got married..n when both are occupied with our own jobs..(cos majority of divorce cases was based on finance n when both parties are too occupied with their work..inbalance of work n family ba..)..i told him..i think more or less will hav ba..n he actualli suggested to sign a contract..lOlx..a contract stating that we shall not be angry with each other..or hav serious arguements over such issues..Sha Gua..

Plans for sat: Gonna hav breakfast with dear..meeting my dearie june in the afternoon..going town to shop shop...den meet dear up again in the evening...continue with our bleah marathon? haha..tat's abt it..=)..

Hav a nice weekends ppl! =)