*Yawn*...didn't sleep well last night...felt as if..there's alot of things going on in my mind...been thinking too much ba...cant get to sleep..so sleepy now...still got to work till 730pm today...hoho...
26th May 2006 - Friday
Went to PS yesterday with dear...june came to join us..cos she need to wait for steven to finish work...so qiao...all of us watching X-men...same timing...720pm...haha...but different venue...june n steven watching at PS...while dear, me, hui, shunde, cam n alvin watching at Cathay Cineplex *finally got to watch there*....meeting the rest at 7pm..so dear n i had our dinner at PS first....walked ard...june n i bought a top from LP Zone..same de..haha...but different colours...*we hav the same taste*...*wiNkz*...
Nth much to shop..cos limit my spending oso...so...dear suggested june n i to take love getty...a gd idea...=)...so we spent quite some time at the machine..till dear n i were practically "flying" to the Cathay...was abt to be late for the show...haha...luckily steven oso reached PS by then...so june wouldn't be alone when dear n i left...(",)
HmMm...i was quite disappointed in the show la...i mean...quite a few main characters died...like Cyclogs, Professor X (so sad..i like him lei...) n Jane.. some..onli hav such tiny tweeny part...like Angel...jus fly here n there..n tat's it..so...was kind of expecting more ba...seemed like this is the last one of the movie? Not sure whether it is going to continue..anyway...main characters all died liaoz...hoho...
After that...went to grab something to eat...at marina...had Carls' Jo...shunde accidentally poured ice lemon tea over hui's clothes...haha..so drama..den she went to get a full set of new clothes..from Wardrobe...gd deal yah? haha..spent abt $200+ ba...*sparkles*...den we went to play pool...till abt 12am+....den headed home le...
hmM...was talking abt some stuff yesterday with dear...den..it jus came to my mind..tot i can forget abt it...but...whenever i think of "her"...it still hurts...i mean...e issue is like so long ago...but...it still hurts...i tot i had gotten over it...but...i believe...somewhere inside of me...there's a scar...one tat will not recover over time...*i tot so*....n tat's the issue tat kept me awake throughout the night...though..it's not worth thinking abt it anymore...
~*Love is strong yet delicate.It can be broken.To truly love is to understand this.To be in love is to respect this.*~
Well...today...after work...gonna go cl's n haoren's bdae celebration...=)...didn't hav the time to divide the love getty with june yesterday..shall pass it to her later...=)
Here's our love getty...not bad la...haha..den..we were wearing similar top somemore...haha...!
I'm thinking of June...haha..not realli prepared..june's great..but i should change my pose..haha
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25th May 2006 - Thursday
Met up with june and wah wah after work, for dinner at Crystal Jade...heez..been a long time since i catch up with wah wah..she ar..still the same..haha...den cl came to join us..well..he said he's the cow dung among 3 flowers..LoLz...which is quite true la...*oPps*...but thankz to him...we are not afraid of not finishing our food..Lolx..a short n nice gathering...den so qiao...met chorlun on 179...so both cls sent me home...=)...*they kena forced de ba...hoho*
Took some pic...but forgot to upload from my HP...shall do it when free ba..hEez
when the lady leaves
11:18 AM <3
*LoV3s*
Body abit aching...after the hip hop class yesterday...hOho..but the more i dance, the more i love it! Didn't realize dancing could be so much fun...hEez..hMm...not sure how long i am able to continue learning..cos mayb...by the time i study...no more income..dunnoe can afford to continue or not...but i would realli love to...=)
Last night..showed dear the blog i made...*still in process though..*...glad he like it..hEez..didn't want to show it to him so soon de...but..still..haha..but he said he's afraid he has no time to update..hMm..i wun blame him for that la...but nvm..it jus serve as a diary for us...cos i tot..hope few years down the road..when we get to read thru these entries again...how sweet it would be....*wInkz*
Today after work...gonna go juan's place...hav dinner together n watch the shows tat she recorded for me..heez..n to see the "new member" in her family...A DOG!!!!! Yah...A DOG....dunnoe wat kind of breed though...her bro brought it home...cos his fren going away for 1 mth...so he gonna help look after the dog....wOo...
Finally get to download the love getty i took with dear's family from his sis...shall upload n share with u people! =)
when the lady leaves
2:53 PM <3
*LoV3s*
The start of the week...Monday...hMm..
Well..gonna do some updates on yesterdae..the 21st..=)..hmm..didn't turned out very well..guess i blew the day..spoilt it...hAiz..everything was fine in the beginning..dear n i had mac breakfast after his work..*in the end..i too lazy to prepare breakfast for him..LOl..*...den dear needed some rest...ok..so he slept..i knew he's very tired..need to sleep..but..mayb cos i too sianz..nth to do ma..i oso dun wan to sleep...i tried..but as for me..if i sleep too much..will get headache...0_o..so..didn't know wat to do..his sis was using the com..so i cant use..k..so played my Hp's games..for like..hours? Haha..was ok de..but started to get more sianz la..he woke up once at 2+..den sae wanna go out...but i made him sleep more..*knew he's damn tired*...den woke up 2nd time at 4pm..made him sleep more again..sae 4.30pm..den we go out...den by then..tried to wake him..but he's realli too tired la..haha..so..nvm..let him continue to sleep...till 5+..started to get realli bored...went to the living room to watch tv...think my mood starts to get down by then...tried to wake him again...but..still..n looking at him..i told myself i should let him rest too...so...waited..played PSP..watch tv..till 6pm+...he auto woke up...guess he knew i was kind of unhappi too..
Thinking abt it now...i shouldn't realli get so upset abt it la..but tat's me..it's like been quite a long time..since i had my mood swing..haha..but it had to come yesterdae...my face was kind of black...struggling my feelings inside..cos..i knew i shouldn't get angry..expected him to rest de ma..but still..somehow..i still felt it..the negative feelings...hAiz..
He said wanna go out..but by then..already quite late..so he suggested having Sushi for dinner...i was ok with it..i mean..my mood is like..."anything ba"...dun realli hav the mood to go anywhere far...so we jus went to JP - Fiesta...on the way there...he kept asking y my face so black...n i keep shaking my head..haha..stubborn me...i was realli..trying to convince myself..not to get so upset...n on the other hand..he kept asking..haha..den dunnoe y..i jus teared...on the bus! 0_o..too emotional..n i jus told him..i dunnoe how i should feel...so jus leave me alone for awhile..*scary right...tat's how i am when i am having my mood swing...hOho*
K la..went to hav dinner..i was ok already..chat n laugh as per normal..haha..had a nice and realli filling dinner...after which...dear sent me home...apologise to him...but glad tat he understands..though i can see n feel he's quite fed up with me at tat time oso la...haha...
Been quite some time since we last "celebrated" our 21st...cos it always falls on our working day...n i had to come up with such drama to spoil the mood...we used to joke..tat our 21st is an unlucky day..haha..sure something will crop up..now he's in police..the time we get to spend together..is minimise too...i wonder..when we start to work..how will things be like? hMmm...
Anyway..it's dear's off dae today...but he got to return to the headquarters for in-service..will finish abt 5pm ba..den will come down n find me..den..shall hav dinner with shuying..before our hip hop class...*something tat i always look forward to*...n dear can stay n watch the class today...=)..
Was thinking to set up another blog..for dear n me..to record our anniversaries..=)....think..i will be the onli one blogging in tat ba..cos dun think dear would hav the time..shall see ba..=)
Our dinner @ Fiesta Restaurant:
My Dear's backview at the bus-stop..when i looked out of my window..*6th floor*..."sending" him off before i sleep...=)...Hey! n this pic is taken by my HP..not bad wor...
*thankz dear..for being so understanding..*
when the lady leaves
1:37 PM <3
*LoV3s*
BORED..sianz..to be working on a sat...whereby everyone is out having fun..heez..dear on night shift todae..so..by the time i finish work..he's off to work le..double sianz..
Didn't realize tml's the 21st le..hEez...which also mark our 3 years n 8 months journey together...=)..so was thinking of doing something for dear..hmM...to start off..i went to design his friendster account..another dust-collecting account..design for him..giv him a surprise tml..did 2 designs..n one of which..is like..a "couple design"..his featuring the main guy character from FF7...while mine features the main female character...haha..shall see which one he prefers..*wiNkz*..den..thinking of something else to do for him...he'll be home in the morning..guess..wun be going out ba..cos he might need a whole afternoon sleep..*standard after a night shift work*...mayb do a simple n nice breakfast? haha....
But my day was lifted up..when dear came n pei me for lunch...=)...though jus a short meeting..it's enough to lift my day..*thankz dear*...losing his precious sleep again..hEez...den after which..he went home to grab some more sleep..b4 going for work...
Counting down to going home le...no plans tonight...shall go home n rest ba...watch vcd with sis or something..tml's off day! n it's the 21st! Yeah!
when the lady leaves
6:26 PM <3
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It's friday...back to work..in the office right now...*sianz*...gonna finish work late todae...9.30pm or later ba...after that..shall head to dear's place n meet him for dinner...after that...should b home sweet home...b4 work again on sat...*how bored it is to be working on a sat*
Went to catch the movie - Da Vinci Code yesterdae...at first planned to go The Cathay for the show...but change of plans again..cos wanted to check out the new club at Bukit Batok...*tHankz to xiaohui*..hu intro the place to me..cos we were online...discussing abt our bdae celebration...her bdae's on 16th June..close to mine..so were discussing..at first..we wanted to celebrate together..with liling as well..book chevrons..but too late liaoz...it's fully booked..for the moment..forgot it's the June holidays..*haiz*..so we were panic..loLz..but xiaohui managed to book a place for bbq..at the new club...therefore..she intro the place to me...if wanna book..got to go down personally..so might as well..check out the place at the same time...
So..in the end..went to Bukit Batok..it's called the CSC clubhouse...a very nice place..the swimming pool is damn nice..realli! LOlz..but dear doesn't want to book yet..he says he need to consider abt it...and onli left 1 slot...hMm..n he doesn't want to tell me wat's his plan...hMM..somemore sae he will onli discuss with me...if he kenot settle by 1st June...but i tot..it might be too late to do anything by then? hMm..but...since he say so...den i shall wait noh..jus abit afraid tat we might not b able to find any place to book by then...*hope not*...
After that...went to west mall..to catch the show...erm..the show..it's not bad..but you might want to listen extra carefully to what the characters are saying...if not..u might not understand some parts ba..or izzit jus me..hOho..
Had burger king for dinner...i cant even rem when was the last time i had burger king...simple dinner..went ard see see look look...b4 heading back to dear's place..to watch "Lost"...decide to stay at dear's place for the night..though got to wake up early for work todae...hAha..we even went online..n surf the internet..for furnitures...talking abt the designs of our future house..hOho..dear promised to draw a blueprint of our house for me...he drew it once..but i lost it..*oPps*...haha..i will be waiting for his blueprint noh..haha..
And after some tots n discussion with dear..think i shall go for Sim ba..though not as recogized...but i can get my degree in 1.5years time..faster come out to work..*though i dun feel like*...to help lessen my father's burden..i mean..if i can help..should help earlier..n compared to Nus..got to study 3 years..i can use the balance 1.5 years to gain experience..i mean..it's oso an impt factor tat employer looks out for right....n use tat amt of experience to "cover" the recogition tat i am not able to get thru my RMIT cert...n i tot..i am not confident at all..to study in Nus too..no pt getting a gd cert with all average pointers..rather get a average cert...n with gd results..hmm..yah...i hope tat's my final decision..LOlz..cos i am always indecisive...
Tat's abt it..a realli long entry...heez...*wonder hu will realli read it...*
when the lady leaves
3:37 PM <3
*LoV3s*
A boring night...cos dear on night shift...so when finished work at 7pm+..headed straight for home le..nth much..ate dinner and watched tv..haha..feels as if..long time no keep in touch with the tv programs...anyway..watching "Tian Wai Fei Xian" vcd now with my sis...quite an interesting show..
Gonna be jus another working dae tml...looking forward to thurs..my off day..hmmm..mayb shall arrange to hav a nice dinner with dear tml after work...*wiNkz*..den we wanna go the new Cathay Cineplex to watch movie...mayb shall put tat on thurs..our off day..hEez..but must depends on dear..cos he's always very tired..police work=shift work..so..he didn't realli get to rest/sleep well..so..we shall see ba...if not..jus a simple off day..relaz n laze at home..i oso dun mind..=)
hmm...wat shall i get for dear for breakfast tml? Everytime when he's on night shift, the next morning..i will wake up early n meet him at his place..jus right when he finish work..hav a nice breakfast..before he sleep while i go to work...any nice recommendation? hEEz....
nth much to blog...my life's like a routine...
when the lady leaves
11:02 PM <3
*LoV3s*
hMmm...monday blues...been a long time since i felt monday blues...cos..ever since i took up hip hop lesson..hav always been looking forward to Mondays..=)..but..feel very blue today...cos...i still cant decide..where should i go..Nus or Sim..well..no need to say..when u ask anyone this question..they sure tell u Nus...common sense..but wat's holding me back...i scared..i cant cope lei..realli..especially when i sucks in calculations..cannot imagine..got to study those again...-_-"
Not to tok abt tat first..yesterdae...spent the whole day celebrating mothers' day...day started with steamboat at my place...ate till damn full..den brought mum to JE..to take love getty..LOlz..cos she has always been wanting to take 1 with us..while dear headed home first to prepare...had fun with the machine..the 1st time wasn't quite a success..though the pics are nice..but we printed the wrong size..onli 1 image big..the rest small small...so decide to go for 2nd time...2nd time..somehow..we feel..not as nice..haha..but most impt..is mum's happi...=)..
After that...i went to meet up with dear's family...went to Bacarat restaurant to hav dinner...somewhere in between City hall n Plaza Singapura de...the place's big...n it's international buffet...the food's not bad..=)..but wat i love is still the desserts...wOo..jus the tot of it..makes my mouth waters...=)...had a realli full dinner too...when we finished eating..was abt 9.30pm liaoz..den ah bee (dear's younger sis)..wanna take love getty too..so we walked all the way to plaza sing..den the shops all closing..somemore..the person closed the cashier already..cant exchange coins..so we went ard..trying to exchange coins..n finally..managed to take some decent pictures...=)...shall upload the pics when i scan it..=)
After a day of eating n eating...went home after tat...den talked to father abt the schools..well..expected..he said to take Nus..thinking the fees is going to be cheaper...but now, to think of it, actualli it's the same..cos Nus is for 3 yrs..while Sim is onli 1.5yrs..so count liao..same..abt 18K..so..put tat factor aside...
Talked to some frens..well..all hav got different points n views..but like wat dear said...they can give me advices...but bottomline is what i want...i hav to choose the path that i wan to take...so...wat do i wan? i dunnoe..y cant i be more decisive? i dunnoe..hmm..mayb it's time i realli make some choices..uRghHh....dun think anyone could help me le...hoho...
wat do i wan....wat's my future plan...my future goal...i'm aimless....
here's the 1st batch of pictures...:
our 2nd take:
when the lady leaves
6:14 PM <3
*LoV3s*
Well...been a realli long time since i last blog, decide to restart 1...been working on the blog yesterday...hEez..though not a very nice one..but still can make it la...=)...must thanks my dear..for spending his precious afternoon with me, figuring out the html codes & stuff...lose his precious sleep becos of this...he's on night shift ma..supposed to be sleeping..but was figuring out the blog with me...thanks dear...*muackz*
hMm...a realli happening day to begin with...in the office right now...woke up to find NUS letter on my desk...yes..i re-applied for NUS & NTU this yr...but received NTU's rejection letter some time ago...so i tot..no way i'm going to get into NUS...so went to SIM to make my fees payment jus a few days ago....gonna start school in July....but hu knows...i opened the package n it says..."Congratulations! I am pleased to offer u admission to NUS in academic yr 2006-2007 for a course of study in Business Administration...".....i was stunned...yes...stunned n jus stare at the letter....before i rushed off to work...dun realli hav much time to think abt it...the only thought was.."this must be a joke..."
Came to work...dance director not in today...she's Lena..incharge of me...she went for a holiday..so gonna be me alone....n i received another call..from 1 of the parent of the student here...saying...mediacrops will be coming down to the school today...i was stunned again...YEs...stunned..cos..Lena didn't pass me any msg...abt mediacrops coming down...to video the school n stuff like tat...the subsitute dance teacher was oso stunned...i mean..it's not like anybody....it's mediacrops..channel 8 & 5...tried to contact Lena..cant reach her...n it freaks me out...LOlz...videoing the place is perfectly fine with me...but...pls...no questions! I wun know how to ans them!! Oh pls...they will be coming at 12.30pm...k...n everything is like not prepared...my pianist cant stay to play for them...the subsitute dance teacher..not confident of handling the class...n i pray as the time tick tock by...
Back to the topic...hmm..so am i going to switch to NUS? The sch fees is definately cheaper..MOE subsidise...compared to SIM...but hav paid for SIM...gonna check abt the refund part if i realli made up my mind...SIM for 1.5 yrs to completion of studies...whereas NUS...should b 3 yrs ba...NUS to be more recognised...uRGh...my brain is coming out....how? can someone tell me? I need some time to think abt it...mayb tonight...now...jus gonna settle those mediacrops ppl...well...things might not be as bad as i though...=)
K...ending work at 7 or earlier tonight...after that...dear gonna pei me go pioneer mall..giant...need to buy the food for tml's steamboat session at my place...mothers' day ma...=)...hope my mum will like it...
tat's abt it...*wish me luck*
when the lady leaves
12:01 PM <3
*LoV3s*
