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Saturday, September 30, 2006

[ Shopping Day! ]

Met dear up in the morning for breakfast...after which, dear went to sleep while i entertain myself with his PSP...waiting for time to pass..to meet june..=)..

Met June up at ard 245pm..kind of late..cos she slept pretty late last night..doing project too..haha..tat is how's life like when schooling hur...as usual..we had alot to catch up..(",)...it shows something..although when 2 frens who doesn't meet up often...you're still my darling! *mUackz*..hope next time Wah can join us too...

Wanted to meet cl n guys up todae too..but they cant make it..got to attend Ivan's bdae..so..next time ba..hope wun take too long..been ages since we last gathered...hmm..

Bought a top..lacey one..haha...think dear's eyes might PoP out..when he sees that..*wiNkz*..must be wondering y i bought that..haha..kind of fancy lacey stuff lately..haha..

We made an effort..not to forget to take love getty this time round..haha...but hav no idea y..when i scanned it..it became very bright..hmm..something wrong with the scanner? tried to adjust the colour..but still..not nice lei..shall jus post it for the time being..wait till june upload hers...

Initially planned to meet dear up after we finished our shopping..since june hav to meet steven too..but dear last min hav to go back to company...so..now patiently waiting at home for him...he will b coming over later..i wonder how long is he going to take...hmm....he wants to continue with our bleach marathon later...hiaKz..

Saw in the newspapers..tat a "Thai" bazzar is going on at Bugis Street...interested to go see..mayb tml? Must depends on dear too...n somemore..i am damn broke...oh Wellz!

Our Love Getty:

I must get a hair cut soon! Look at my forehead! So big!! Must cover!!

(1) We love each other! =)

(2) Cant even see the word "Princess" that June wrote le...

(3) Wee...we're in a car!

(4) Ugly faces @ work!

when the lady leaves
10:08 PM <3

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[ Late. Night. Entry ]

Dear's on night shift today..he's back to his normal shift work after the IMF period..=)

For once in the week..there's no project meeting todae..cos min n lin cant make it..we've been doing this project non-stop..for the past 2 weeks le..hmm..not an easy one..hope we can finish it up next week noh..

N yah..there's this test coming up next week..shuGz..no sense of urgency in me..n tat's bad..n i can predict..i'll onli study for it on tue..test's on wed..haha..lazy me..wat to do..

Accompanied dear to police headquarters this afternoon..n had our nice lunch at Mr. Prata..=)..finally get to eat there together..we had cheese n mushroom prata, tissue prata, mutton chop n not forgetting my lime juice n dear's teh cino..=)..

Attended dear's collegue bdae celebration on wed..@ Clementi's Party World..they're a whole bunch of nice guys..=)..he had fun..we had fun too..talking abt bdae..cam's bdae's coming soon..wonder wat i should get for her?..hmm..

hMm..had some unpleasent stuff within my project grp...affected me quite abit..i dun deny..n i am not strong enough to take it..broke down when i'm with dear..quite emo for the past few days..well..such things are unavoidable..n it does realli happens when u least expected it..

It's pretty amazing..how great the difference is, when u behave towards ur bf/gf compared to ur frens...although they're both ur loved ones..dear has definately seen my worst..my best? (mayb not yet..wait till our wedding..as the saying goes: The time when a women looks the best, is during her wedding..LOlx!)..yup..seen my worst..be it my temper, my childish acts, my nonsenses, how crybaby i am,how ugly i looked when i sleep,how blur i am when i woke up in the morning,wat kind of disgusting things i can do, etc..u name it..

Dear n I..have been spending lotsa time together..ever since we got together..n since now our lives have taken a change..whereby he's occupied with police work while i hav my own shedule for sch..time hav been even more precious..n we're pretty lazy to travel here n there..when he's at my place..he's lazy to go home..vice versa..n thus..we had this conversation todae..

-START-

Me: Aiyo..lazy to go home sia..
Dear: Ya noh..dun wan u to go as well..
Me: hmmm...
Dear: ErM..i hav an idea..
Me: Wat?
Dear: Y not u marry me..den u can stay with me..den wun so mafan le..
Me: oH? Are u proposing to me? HiAkz..
Dear: Eee..dun wan izzit...
Me: Where's my ring den?
Dear: hMm..shall get u a real diamond one when i hav the $$
Me: haha..ya la ya la..
Dear: So r u going to accept tis proposal notx?
Me: what do u think..*all smiles*
Dear: haha..*muackz*

-END-

Anyway..dear's job hav affected him to some extend..what he said was true..his job expose him to the worst side of lives..robbery, sucide, divorce, assault,rape, broken families, etc...tat's oso y..he's realli worried bout $$..n dear actualli asked..whether we will hav conflicts/ quarrels when we got married..n when both are occupied with our own jobs..(cos majority of divorce cases was based on finance n when both parties are too occupied with their work..inbalance of work n family ba..)..i told him..i think more or less will hav ba..n he actualli suggested to sign a contract..lOlx..a contract stating that we shall not be angry with each other..or hav serious arguements over such issues..Sha Gua..

Plans for sat: Gonna hav breakfast with dear..meeting my dearie june in the afternoon..going town to shop shop...den meet dear up again in the evening...continue with our bleah marathon? haha..tat's abt it..=)..

Hav a nice weekends ppl! =)

when the lady leaves
12:28 AM <3

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

[ Loads n Loads of pictures!! ]

22nd Sept 2006 - Friday (My dearest father's bdae)

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21st Sept 2006 - Thursday (Our 4th Yr Anniversary)

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20th Sept 2006 - Wednesday (Juan's 22nd Bdae)

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16th Sept 2006 - Saturday (Hui's 21st Bdae Celebration)

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5th August 2006 - Saturday (June's 21st Bdae Celebration) - Sorry ar..abit outdated!

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when the lady leaves
10:41 PM <3

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[ Updates! ]

My blog's been collecting dust...i still cant figure out the error codes appearing each time i load my blog..n y my history doesn't link to my previous entries..hmmm..

Let me see..quite alot of stuff to update..from this week onwards, there will be no lectures for me le..but went back to sch on mon, tue, wed and fri to do project..1 last project to go...b4 the examz..waiting to meet up with the lecturer..for consultation b4 we continue..jus need to know whether we r on the right track..*cross fingers*

Juan's bdae was on wed..20/9..n i nearly forgot..yes..i onli rem till the very last min..even though yeng reminded me in the afternoon..was busy doing project..quickly msged her..n realize she was out alone..=(..she actualli went ktv alone..i mean..it's ok if she feels perfectly fine with it..cos she's actualli quite independent..BuT..i dun feel ok abt it..i felt damn guilty k..so..was running some ideas in my mind..planned to buy cake n present n head to her place..to giv her a surprise..called my sis..n her two frens staying close to her..to gather at her place..was a last min thingy..so was rushing..rushed to jp to get her cake n pressie..n saw cl n gang there..thanks to cl..hu helped me transport the cake to juan's place..cos i was carrying too many stuff..=)..*tHanKz pIggY!*..hiakz..

Waited for everyone to arrive..was abt 11pm+ le..cut cake..n glad she was happi..=)..i shall make sure i rem her bdae next year!! Rushed home..continue with project..cos promised to finish our individual parts so we could compile on fri..n thurs..i hav no time to do..so..stayed up till 3.30am..0_o

Thurs..21st Sept..a realli special dae..it's our 4th year anniversary!! yEah! =)..4 years of relationship..going thru mountains of happenings together..n still going strong..n of cos..there are bound to be ups n downs..but i am glad..i hav him with me..*mUaCkz*

Dear made me a realli special card..glow-in-the-dark one..hand-made! =)n he's so so sweet..by actualli printing out a list of activities..which he had planned for this special dae..n i am supposed to choose..=)..n i chose to go for the beach thingy..n i managed to borrow the car from my aunt..she's nice enough to take her own transport to work..cos i need to use the car..=)..supposed to set off in the morning..but as usual..*haha*..went to shop for our food at NTUC..n onli reached Sentosa @ abt 2pm+...decide to go for dry activities first: the Luge ride..*our fav's*...accompained by the the Sky Ride..den to the Underwater World..followed by the Dolphin Lagoon..finally..to the beach! =)..

Settled down on a nice spot at Tanjong Beach..made our sandwiches..makan makan..n dear was excited abt going into the waters..to catch some fishes..*wiNkz*..n we managed to catch plentiful of them..hav got some weird species one too..haha..n the usual ones - squid n crabs..N..we actualli saw 4 wedding couples..taking photos..4!!! hmm..am waiting for my turn...hOhO..!

Was getting dark..n cant see well into the waters..so we settled down again..makan our food again..n relax..been quite a long time since we were so relaxed..in our own world..n dear's nice..he made a heart shape using candles..had a hard time fixing it..cos of the wind..haha..n i appreciate it..

Dear suggested moving to palawan beach..cos he wanna catch some prawns..n there's none at tanjong..so we shifted..we forgot to bring torch light..but our hp's light came in handy..heez..n both of us managed to get prawns!! Dear's satisfied..

Planned to hav our dinner at Sentosa de..but by the time we are done with the beaches..was abt 9pm liaoz..so decide to head home..cos the fishes n prawns need to be placed in a proper tank too..drove back to dear's place..tranferred the fishes..bathed..n was 11pm+ le..so in the end..came over to my place..ta bao n watched Bleach while eating..dear stayed over..tat's our anniversary..i am realli satisified..simple but memorable..=)

But..the sad thing is..i dropped the heart-shaped locket necklace that my youngest sis bought for me..for my 21st bdae..=(..dear promised to accompany me to look for an identical one..which i hope we can find..hmmm...

Struggled to wake up the next dae (fri)..meeting in sch for project..n dear's nice to wan to accompany me..he supposed to be off still..BUT..as usual..a call came..asking him to go back for duty..ALWAYS de..wat can i sae..n it's my father's bdae..realli hav no idea wat to buy for him..so settled for a bdae cake onli..

For the 1st time..Ling brought her bf home..haha..she was so scared..n had to call n ask me whether she can bring him along notx..of cos..i said..would b nice if he could join in the celebration..n i had to help her pass the msg to mum..haha...the bf's nervous too..all gathered in my room..b4 my father came home..haha..dear's on duty..so cant join..but the celebration went well..glad to see that my father's happi..though he keep saying there's no need for such celebrations..he's stubborn..tat's y i am too..*bleHz*

Had stomach crumps on sat..so stayed at home with dear in the end..ling's bf came over again..cos he need some help with his Psp..settled it..n we proceed to watch Bleach for the whole dae..it's a nice anime too! Dear stayed over again..n we woke up early todae..went to hav Mac breakfast..b4 dear prepare to go for work..n here i am..blogging..shall try to upload pictures later..=)

Oh yah..n guessed wat..i actualli strike 4D..i mean..i didn't even intend to buy..jus tat on thurs (21st)..mum wanted to buy..was ticking the numbers for her..n she onli had 3 sets of numbers..so..i jus wanted to try..n i bought 2109..our anniversary number..n it came out yesterdae..though onli starters..haha..it's better than nth! =)..n wat made it even more special..is that..it's our numbers..

It's a happening week!!!

when the lady leaves
1:48 PM <3

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

[ P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S!!!! ]

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when the lady leaves
3:01 PM <3

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[ Shiying & Hui's 21st Bdae Celebration ]

Stayed home for the whole of yesterdae..to catch up on our naruto..=)..realized i left my HP at dear's place..so at abt 12am..we returned to his place to collect my HP..haha..den decided to stay over at his place..June actualli msged me in the evening..n since i couldn't reply..she was worried..*sorry ger*

Had a talk with dear last night at his place..cos wanted to find out what's bothering him for the past few days..i knew things was not right..n i am not feeling happi abt it..n he gave me the kind of feeling: "if i am not going to mention anything..he wun start the conversation.."...G.U.Y.S..

The conversation didn't go as well as i thought..till a pt whereby..both of us jus kept quiet..cos we knew..if we were to continue..it will end up in a quarrel..it's not a good method though..but we chose to keep our thoughts n stay in silence..helped dear clear up his fish tanks..n went to bed..

I couldn't sleep..dear should know y..n i knew he couldn't too..i wasn't myself..till dear whispered.."am sorry dear..n i realli love u.."..n something else which i couldn't realli hear..tat's when i feel better too..

Well..everything was ok in the morning..had Mac breakfast n off dear go for work..n i came home..in the evening time..going for Hui's 21st Bdae Celebration @ Changi..this ger..book so far!!! Lazy to go..but bo bian..jus tink of having to take the train alone..all the way till Tenah Merah..den sianz..B.O.R.I.N.G

Cos going for hui's celebration..so cant attend shiying's one..both on the same dae..but at different ends of Singapore!! tot if it's near..i can drop by both places..hmm..*sorry shiying!*..shall compensate somedae..heez...

Guessed i shall try upload some of the many many pics accumlated in my cam ba..!

*Sometimes, i jus wonder, am i showing too much care n concern for u..should i jus leave u alone when u asked me to..what meant to be of good intentions, to be of showing how much u meant to me, to be of how much i wan to b there for u..turns out to be everything that is not meant to be, not feeling good abt it..if u were to understand..IF..* can u be sure if i were to do watever u asked me to..the same problem wun happen again..are u able to?*

when the lady leaves
1:11 PM <3

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

[ R. E. S. T ]

Woo..gonna end of the week again..which also meant another assignment down..submitted our last 2nd project this morning..a 100 pages report..completed within 3 days..(mon till yesterdae)..couldn't start any earlier cos of the many many projects..hav been staying in sch till 11pm..n making friends with the security officers who have to chase us out of the sch...continued with the project at KAP's Mac..till 2am..

We decided to take a break..only going to start on Business Framework on the coming Mon..*MIN..u know wat to do..* LOlx..so looking forward to tml..dear's off too..been quite some time since we spend quality time together..or even to hav a proper talk..but he was with me yesterdae..he went to sch at 10pm+..helped us ta bao dinner..n poor him had to stay all the way till 2am with us too..n he has to work todae..*tHankz darl*

Linda was browsing for a new blogskin tat day..n i tot..i wanna change 1 too..so was browsing through it..n decide on 1 already..depends on whether i wan to fix it up or not..n i realli wanna posts pictures man!!! But..LaZy..hOhO..jus plain thinking abt the time needed to upload the pic..den (-_-")..

It's the last week for my lectures..except for Business Framework..hope to finish the project fast..n take a longer "holiday" before the major examz..=(..i'm scared..

Tml's boring..hav to attend lect even though we already presented our project last week..tml's another batch of students..so basically jus go..listen..n choo..off we go..

hMm..looking forward to a simple dae tml..guessed dear oso need to rest..so might not go anywhere else..simple lunch..( @ Mr.Prata?)..n catch up on our Naruto at home ba..=)

---I miss all my frens...been busy with sch tat we haven been contacting much..---

Yeng jus showed me this video..n i wanna share with everyone..it's realli touching..must read the contents first..before playing the video k..realli touching..can tear..

http://captnj.blogspot.com/2006/08/inspirational-video.html

when the lady leaves
5:53 PM <3

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Friday, September 08, 2006

[ Finally it's end of the week...]

Home sweet home now..finally..today marks the end of the week..jus had our DC presentation in the morning..a 40% project..finally over..!! BUT..next week gonna rush to finish another project which is due on thurs..haven start on it yet..n we onli hav 3 days..good luck..

Life's boring..my routine = 10am in sch to do project,after which to go for lect, after which to continue with the project till 10pm..n the same goes for the next day..my room = hotel..

Wat to do..sch's like tat..but i tot..these projects are challenges..like those u will hav when u're working..need to work on proposals n assignments..yup..tat's wat i tot..

Better enjoy this weekend..cos next week gonna b a tiring week..but..dear's working..so..not much plans too..his duty for the IMF starts on sun..managed to catch a movie - Little Man with dear last night..his off..dear was so moody in the afternoon..cos he had nth to do @ home..n i am so busy with my project..tat i didn't reply him..he was actualli realli depressed..*am sorry baby* n yet he still gives me the most motivation for the project...the show's funny..but abit lame la..definately recommended if u wan to hav a gd luff..if u r going for something exciting n gross..try "Art of the Devil 2"..yup..i hav watched it..together with dear's collegues..midnight show..it's realli gore..! Heez..but tot it was quite nice..hOho..

June's bringing steven down to my place later..hope to fix my PC..my labby's back to life..borrowed the drive from Juan..n dear re-formatted it for me..better than nth..=)..as long as i can use it..cos labby's pretty impt now..

Tot wanted to start uploading pics cos tis blog's getting boring..but realize..i hav all the pics in dear's labby...

*P.S: linda..jus wanna let u know..i meant wat i said in the sms..pls feel free to let me or us to know how u feel k..dun keep it to urself..=) n u r nt talking rubbish!!

Well..talking abt lin..she's 1 fren of mine..we were classmates in yr 3 of poly..n now Uni..n she's someone..whom i can sae..shares the same taste n sometimes..thoughts as me..i mean..we didn't realli contact each other till Uni starts..but we can still like the same things..go for the same things..n i feel..sometimes..we realli hav the same frequency..hmMm..it's realli difficult to explain in words..yah..but she knows n i too..=)

when the lady leaves
5:24 PM <3

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Friday, September 01, 2006

[...Sick...]

Been a long time since i last blogged..damn busy with assignments...realli stressed up...n caught a bad cold yesterdae...=(

Took some med last night..wanted to rest early..but stayed up till 2am..cant sleep..cos of my nose..realli bad..n got to wake up earlier todae..need to reach sch early to consult the lecturer on our project..lotsa problems with it..n it's due next week..haiz..

Forced myself to wake up..dun wanna miss the lect..as well as the project..no time to waste le..was feeling realli sick..realli..n thankz to my frens..hu showed concern for me..especially for the contribution of tissue..heez..thankz *ying, linda, yan n min*..treated like a princess...haha

Left the project discussion earlier..cant take it le..n dear gonna b unhappi if i stay any later...dear's nice..he put cold towel on my forehead..replacing it when it's no longer cold..cos running a bad fever too..=(...finally went to the doc..mum accompanied me..dear's on night shift..so cant pei me..haha..like a small ger..i think she's afraid i might faint ba..haha..felt so pampered..

Haiz..hav been working realli hard on assignments..staying back after sch everydae..not much time for dear..so was looking forward to the weekends..dear's off..den i sick at tis point of time..hope when i wakes up tml morning..my flu, fever n sore throat's gone..=)..den can enjoy for the weekend before start working on projects again...

...haiz...

when the lady leaves
10:18 PM <3

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